I'm in Love

Too in love, so in love it literally hurts. Trust me this isn't just someone. And this isn't some corny journal because I know some of you won't even care. I shake and I cry and I won't eat. My entire character feels like it has melted away, and I want to be someone new. Someone better. Skinner, prettier, more socializing. Fulfilled, smart, good enough for him. His listening to him sing as enchanted me under a spell. I knew him before, he was the only one nice to me, and treated me well, and I could see he did focus me and he cared, and when I hugged him and watched him cry, I knew that my fight was defeated. I was afraid it would happen, but it did, and I just want to say that I will not be on Deviantart for a while, because I will by trying to seek him out, because if I don't by the end of the year, I may never see him again.

Sorry.